Writing While Uncertain
not knowing. Not knowing where I'm going.
Not knowing when I did.
And what it all might mean.
Uncertainty is not writing.
Not writing what I should be doing
Or writing only emails, changes, delays, and
new plans under recommendations and orders.
Mandates, Dictates, Manatees, Mangos.
Not in routine.
not knowing. Where the next paycheck comes
or goes or flows through or furloughs or ends or
begins or cuts or goes deeper beyond what matters.
Chicken Again. Maker's Mark. Mack And Cheese
I only bought twelve boxes; I'm not crazy
like everyone else but me.